Skinsuit

It’s been some time. It’s 6AM on a Sunday, a strange dream draws me back to this place but like most dreams. and most things it’s up to us to assign value, meaning to them.

I’ve had a shift in mental state since moving here, the anxiety and stress I once experienced constantly, pacing the hallway in that shitty house on Arlington hitting the walls with my hand to focus on that pain seem.. well now that I think about it and re-experience it a bit, not that long ago but my sentiment going into it was something that doesn’t flash into my consciousness much anymore.

Trauma and PTSD is a bitch, I was certainly in a state of both, and yeah fuck it, back then. It’s 2024 now. Back then, that feels good. Not that I have to put in a ton of effort convincing myself of that, literary word flow and storytelling.

I think most generally I stay busy. Current project is perfecting the home office and getting a setup that works well for me. So many options and ways I could go about it and you know me when it comes to my tech, I’m highly opinionated.

I play D&D now, I’m officially a nerd. We’ve been meeting up weekly with our quad and playing, it’s been nice. We had a spit of Poly Drama for a little bit there, some growing pains and resetting expectations, but I’m very glad to have been a little patient and reapproach things with more patience. I know it’s certainly good for Kasey to have that outlet and connection.

She wants to learn how to 3D print! I should get her started today on that, we have the definition of an easy to use printer after all and I’ve loved buying her a Mac for her to use. She just bought a whole mess of D20 stickers and is going to stickerbomb her laptop. God, she’s such a nerd, haha.

It’s been good things being stable, safe most generally and why I wanted to move here. New people are certainly hard to come by for sure, but that’s fine.

Hey! I have healthy and delicious meals to start today! I’ve reupped my subscription to one of those prepared meal places. I had a mediterranean fish dinner thing the other night, kale and olives and such, it was delicious. I think 5 days of meals a week is a good balance and it’s less likely go to waste as I think that was the primary challenge last time around.

Anyway, I think it’s time to start my day, and/or I’m tired of writing haha.

Cheers.