Started out my morning with going to the coffee shop, smells JUST LIKE any of the little artsy shops in Nashville, IN and took me back.
Ended the day with driving over to Peru!
This little bar has drag shows every other weekend and Drag Queen brunches every other! I’ve been wanting to go for awhile now!
Somewhere in the middle I got some good miles in on the little Trail 125! I love this bike!
I actually traded a good guy named Ron outright that I met on Facebook, it’s the bike that I wanted all along, but is so hard to find!
I also went to Rural King, alone, to get a Pool Noodle
I feel like I can do anything right now, ha!
To the motorcycle dealership, did panic a bit; stopped for a few. It was one of those moments where I just said fuck it and went anyway. My panic and anxiety just pretty much immediately went away the moment I stepped in the door.
I’ve made real progress and it feels good! We can do hard things, even when uncomfortable.
I also highly recommend this, it’s been one of the more helpful books/audiobooks I’ve consumed so far in my healing journey. For the record, I’m still emotionally here; connected – no longer the stoic robot who buries his feelings. Tbh, having feelings and living in your body sucks some days, but it’s getting better knowing how to nurture and keep them safe.
I came home and slept right after to build those neural pathways, ended up sleeping two hours. No lingering stress or sensations other than having a headache from the adrenaline and excitement, that too has passed after my nap.
I feel like if I keep doing this, heading south by this fall is certainly doable. I wanna get lost in the little shops in Nashville, drive a tractor on a farm, cry in the forest and watch the leaves change.
Until next time
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